Mutated Cells – Part 1

At the beginning of this year I said I would be reposting Jay’s posts in order, that related to the ‘major theme’ of his life and ministry: namely spiritual relationships and God’s kind of love. But occasionally Jay would go down another path, of exploring the prophetic element of cancer. 

They aren’t very many of these posts, so I decided to include some of the shorter ones into the weekly posts. It was something he was grappling with at the time, along with alternative treatments. 

And I think where he was going with it, spiritually, is important to try and understand as well.

-Pamela


Mutated Cells – Part 1

As you may already know, I am presently in a war with stage IV colorectal cancer. The conventional prognosis is “incurable” with a rather short lived life expectancy.

On the afternoon of February 28th we got word that I have been approved for treatment at the Burzynski Clinic in Houston TX. Dr. Burzynski has been the target of the mainline cancer treatment establishment, including the FDA. They have tried repeatedly to put him out of business,  so far without success. It seems that Dr Burzynski has been successful with cancers for which there is no hope, at least not by the standards of what has been calling itself “cancer treatment.”

Having said that, and having been approved for this new treatment. I am once again positioned to see something with a little greater clarity. Burzynski’s treatment, as we understand it, goes after cancer cells according to their genetic make up. It only prevents the wrong DNA – the mutated DNA of cancer cells from reproducing, and has no harmful side effects on healthy cells.

It occurs to me this is also what is needed for fighting the mutated life that has been calling itself “church.” I hope to learn more about how it works in short order, and perhaps come into some better understanding of how to address what is wrong with what continues to call itself “church.”

Love!

  • By Jay Ferris. Originally posted March, 2012
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Anniversary Video Treat

Today (June 13th) is the 11th year anniversary of Jay Ferris’ departure from this world and return to God. In honor of the date, I’d like to share a special video! Or more accurately, a 35-minute long interview broken into three parts.

Some of you have seen it already. The rest of you are in for a treat!

Enjoy…

Pamela

P.S. Is there anyone who knows how to stitch videos together, and has time for this little project? I have the whole video available on DVD, (plenty of copies if anyone wants one!) but not in a digital format I can post on YouTube. Thanks. :-) 

Rediscovering The Kingdom of God
Time Price Interview of Jay Ferris (3 Parts)

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Stage Center


I had hoped to get this posted yesterday on the eve of Oscar night, but was just not able to get to it. So here I am in my chemo lounge, where there is a chance I can get what I want to share down on paper, so to speak.

Picture a stage, and picture a spotlight on one person, even yourself. It is a spotlight that is able to follow you around the stage, and is also capable of decreasing or increasing, as might be necessary, the circle of light as it follows you around the stage.

That said, let’s set the stage: “If we walk in the light as He is in the light we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus cleanses us from every sin.”

After 73 years of walking around down here, I’ve become convinced that all of us have a core need for center stage. There was a time when Cain was center stage, but along came Abel, and that was the end of that.

This just to say that feeling like we are “less than” doesn’t necessarily require parental dysfunction or abuse, though there is increasingly more of both around. The fact is, all of us have a core need to be center stage, and the Love of God is more than able to meet that need.

The bottom line, or the “center stage place” where this need is met, is at the foot of the Cross.  It is here that we discover what the Love of God is, and not just once, but all day long. Without this revelation, we are going nowhere, and certainly not going to a place where we are “more than.”

This to say that center stage – bathed in the spotlight of God’s love – we are “more than.” It is in that light where “Christian Fellowship” becomes possible. “Christian Fellowship” is just not possible in any other venue. The fellowship that Jesus prayed and died for, (see John 17) is just too intimate, even passionate for us to enjoy without stumbling if we are not completely bathed in the light of God’s Love.

So here’s the deal as I’ve come to understand it:

If any of our darkness, woundedness, or “less-thanness” projects beyond the circle of center stage light, that is where we have occasion to stumble. We are not capable of pulling those dark spots into the circle of light. Our only hope is to stand still under the light until the circle of His light is big enough to cover all our areas of darkness. Then we can start “walking in the light” – the certainty that the blood of Jesus will cleanse us from every sin, and every occasion of stumbling.

Bless You Today!

Love!

By Jay Ferris, originally posted February 27, 2012

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